It finally happened. I reached the end of my creative juices
on my latest novel. At 25,000 words in, I’ve had enough. The book started well
enough. I had a great idea and I feverishly wrote the first draft in under
three weeks. I let it sit for a few days while I visited the Jersey Shore and
then pulled it back onto the screen anxious and excited to begin the revision
process. And then thunk!
Plagued by writer’s block for the last two weeks, I’ve been
spending my morning writing time agonizing over the draft. The story is strong,
the characters lively, and the setting fantastic… so what’s my problem?
Perhaps, it’s the oncoming nice weather, or the fact that I’ve
come up with another new, fresh idea for a book (a philosophical thriller). I
don’t know. But what I do know after writing twelve novels, nine of which are
published, is that when I lose interest in a project it only results in flat
writing and a boring story if I continue. I learned this lesson the hard way
after writing three novels that I struggled to finish over a span of years only
to realize that they weren’t very good. A combine twenty-seven months of work
shoved into a closet drawer for eternity.
There’s nothing worse than realizing the drive to continue this
book is dwindling and the joy of writing this book is waning away. It’s a good
book by all standards (great plot, action, and suspense) except my own. As the
itch to start a new project tickles in my mind, I feel both sad and relived
(because I’m only three months into this project and haven’t wasted too much
time) that this latest novel needs an incubation period before I continue with
the revisions. I think that’s what separates the consummate writer from the
wannabe; knowing when to move on.
So, as I put my latest manuscript to rest in the drawer with
the others for who knows how long, I’m feeling the excitement, anxiousness, and
commitment of starting yet another project. Writers get better with time and
experience, and although my latest novel may never be finished or may become a
bestseller in the future, I realized for my own sanity that for now, I need a
new world to live in and new characters to meet.
Sleep well my unfinished manuscript, may you someday see the
light of day again and come fully to fruition. For now, it’s time to start
another new novel. I can feel my fingertips tingling already.
Well good on you for knowing when enough was enough. You'll also know when the time is right to move on with it or not. I'm struggling with my current novel because I don't seem to have enough time to dedicate to it. It might go into hibernation for a little while too. We'll see. Good Luck!
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