Here it is the first chapter. Publication is now the second week of January. Thanks everyone.
Copyright 2015 Neil
Ostroff
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This is a work of fiction. All of
the characters names, incidents, organizations, and dialogue in this novel are
either products of the author’s imagination or used fictitiously.
Chapter 1
“The light’s still red!”
Sound of screeching tires! Donna’s terrified scream!
Explosion! Impact threw me against the steering column! My head bashed the door
frame! Air whooshed from my lungs! Glass sliced my skin! Metal twisting crunching
tearing!
Silence.
My pulse kicked in.
Instantly I was sober and aware of my surroundings. My
mind was a scramble. Pressed up against the steering wheel I was barely able to
breathe. I raised my head. It had been lying on the cracked dashboard. Glass
shards scattered across the plastic. Embedded pieces pinpricked my face. Pain
pierced my neck. Bright red blood, my blood, was splattered everywhere.
“Donna,” I croaked.
Blood saturated Donna’s clothes. Her beautiful face was
ripped and shredded from impacting the windshield. Massive trauma affected the
side of her head.
“Donna,” I strangled.
I moved my eyes to look out the smashed passenger’s side
window. The car that had rammed me, a Toyota Corolla, was badly damaged and
parked askew several yards away. Smoke poured from under its crinkled hood. A
figure with shoulder length black hair was slumped over the steering wheel. It
appeared to be a woman. She was unconscious.
Cocoon of vibration wrapped around me and the pulsing
pain withered away. I reached to touch Donna and surprisingly was freely able
to move my arm. But when I tried to make contact I watched my hand go through
her flesh. Shocked, I spun my head around and saw myself mangled in the metal. I
had two bodies, one trapped and injured, and one unaffected. My injured body’s
eyes were open and fixed.
Stunned by the site it took me a moment to fully realize
the ghastly significance.
* * *
My lunch shift working as a line cook at The Steak and Ale
House ended at four but Donna’s supervisor shift at Walmart didn’t end until
five. I had an hour before she came to pick me up. My own car was in the shop getting
a bent rim fixed; the result of me hitting a pothole, so Eddie the fry cook
offered me a ride to Mazzi’s Bar where he was going to spend the remainder of
his evening. Mazzi’s Bar was also five miles closer to my house.
I texted Donna my plans and headed out in Eddie’s old Sentra.
Temperature outside had swelled to above ninety and I was sweating profusely
and feeling dehydrated from cooking all day in a hot kitchen. It had been rough
at the restaurant, we were understaffed by two chefs and because of the upcoming
Labor Day holiday weekend we were busier than usual.
My craving for a cold beer skyrocketed as we strolled through
Mazzi’s doors into the cool, air conditioned open seating sports bar. A drinker
in college; now a steady job, a wife, and a home mortgage had matured the party
guy in me into a responsible, sober adult. It had been nearly two weeks since
I’d had any alcohol and the thought of sipping an icy beer seemed a treat sent directly
from Heaven.
I’ve earned it!
I justified.
Mazzi’s had a happy hour (4:00 p.m. to 6:00 p.m.) that
Eddie bragged couldn’t be beat, $1.00 drafts and $2.50 shots. Time flew and that
first beer turned into a second one and then a third as I quenched my thirst. Eddie
bought me a shot of whiskey. And then I bought him a shot of tequila. Shared stories
of our hectic shift flowed along with the drinks.
My cell phone buzzed with a text from Donna that she was
waiting for me outside the door. I paid my tab, said goodbye to Eddie, and was
walking alongside her in the parking lot to her Honda Civic when I realized how
intoxicated I’d become.
“Got your keys?” I
asked, trying to hold and maintain an air of normalcy as we stepped to the driver’s side door.
I reached for her hand that held them but she pulled it
away.
“I’ll drive,” she said.
Her usually styled hair was limp from the humidity. Her
skin was shiny with sweat and some of her eyeliner had smeared into the
corners. Despite that, her brown eyes sparkled with her beauty and her
assertion.
“I was only there for an hour,” I said.
Donna glanced at me sideways. “You can drink a lot in an
hour.”
I smiled, impaired but adamant. “Can I have the keys?”
Her questioning look on me lingered. I could tell she was
reluctant as she dropped the set into my palm.
“I’ll never understand this need you have to be in
control all the time,” she said.
I leaned over and brushed her forehead with a kiss. “I
like to drive, what can I say?”
“You like to take risks,” she muttered.
I knew I wasn’t nearly as sober as I claimed when I went to
insert the ignition key and dropped the whole jumble onto the floor mat. Donna wore
an expression of concern as I reached down, grabbed, and then reinserted it.
“You sure you’re okay?” she asked.
“Sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride,” I boasted.
I stifled a bitter burp as the engine grumbled to life.
The last tiny curve of the sun was dropping below the
horizon and a velvet sky infused with pastel colors stretched above. Gray
clouds bubbled to the east. I rolled down the window. Air was heavy with
humidity and the turbulent feel that comes before a thunderstorm.
I checked my appearance in the rear view mirror. My eyes showed
as a puffy network of inflamed blood vessels. My hair was a mess of curls and
devil horns. I was surprised Donna hadn’t mentioned my raggedness; I suppose
she assumed it was work related.
I flipped the radio to a country and western station and steered
out of Mazzi’s parking lot forcing my brain to stay focused and alert. Tires slapped
the hot asphalt as we drove for several minutes listening to the music. Instead
of two yellow lines separating the lanes of traffic I now saw four stretching
before me and drove down the street focused intently on keeping the car on the right
side of all of them. My grip on the steering wheel tightened. Drunk-sweat
leaked from my pores.
Just a few more miles,
I thought as duel red light signals appeared suddenly ahead of us and I was
going through.
My reaction jacked. I stomped the brake pedal stopping the
car with a rubber-scraping screech halfway in the middle of the intersections
of Summerland and Cudjoe Streets. Donna’s eyes lanced me as I put the gear in
reverse and backed up until I was safely at the correct distance from the red
light.
“Pull over!” she stated. “We’re lucky there wasn’t
another car coming!”
“I’m fine,” I assured and flashed a confident, sloppy smile.
“We’ll be home in a minute.”
Her face tightened and she blew a sigh of frustration.
“No! Pull over! I’m driving!”
I lifted my foot off the brake pedal and pressed the gas.
“The light’s still red!”
* * *
I’m dead!
“Not quite,” a female voice said.
Steam from the car’s cracked radiator partially
obstructed my view but I saw a small, middle-age woman with a slender figure standing
in front of the crushed hood. She was dressed in a tie-dye T-shirt and faded
blue jeans that were bleached to holes at the knees. Long, straight, silver hair
was pulled back in a ponytail displaying a pale, pretty face with a small button
of a nose centered between enormous eyes and bordered by high cheekbones. No
make-up heightened her creamy skin or enhanced her full lips.
“My wife!” I gasped. “She’s hurt!”
“Donna is no longer alive,” the silver hair woman
replied, her tone sounding collected and firm while her expression remained
impassive.
It took a moment for those words to register but when
they did despair reeled through my system and lodged in my head.
“The driver of the other car that hit you will survive
her injuries,” the silver hair woman continued. “She is lucky.”
My eyes squeezed shut against tears. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry!
I thought the light was green!”
The silver hair woman shrugged. “Makes no difference now.
What’s done is done.”
“This can’t be happening!” I argued, trying to organize
my fractured thoughts. Desperation surged through me. “Do something!”
“There is nothing I can do. Unpredictability is the
consequence of human autonomy.”
Bystanders emerged from houses most talking on their cell
phones, probably to 911. I moved to extricate from what I thought was a mangled
mesh of crumpled steel but amazingly, easily pulled out of the wrecked seat and
through the smashed door. I felt normal, alive, pain free, as if I were an
actor playing a role in all that was occurring. I glanced at my injured body
and Donna and then over at the other bashed car.
Emotions went haywire.
Sirens split the night and echoed through the surrounding
neighborhood. Another siren lifted from nearby and screamed in our direction. Flashing
strobes of reds and blues lit the area as two police cruisers pulled up. An
ambulance braked behind them.
Three police officers and two medics scrambled out. One police
officer spoke into the microphone attached at his shoulder while the others hurriedly
approached with one of the medics behind them.
“Help my wife!” I pleaded, as the police officers and
medic rushed passed.
One police officer made a beeline to the Corolla.
“Hey!” I called in despair. “Do you see me?”
“Your cognizant energy doesn’t exist in their world,” the
silver hair woman said. “Only your mortal body is tangible to them.”
The police officer and medic peered through Donna’s
smashed window. A look of deep concern formed on the medic’s face.
“What do you got?” the other medic called out, as he yanked
a gurney from the back of the ambulance.
“We’re looking at an 11-80,” the medic replied, and I
heard the gravity in his voice. “Multiple traumatic injuries, possibly deceased.”
My mind was revving.
“What have I done?” I muttered, horror-stricken.
The medic rushed to the Corolla as the police officer
attempted to pull open Donna’s door. The other medic wheeled the gurney over.
“We’re going to need the Jaws!” the police officer
stated.
Ghastly mortified, wholly overwhelmed, and infinitely
confused, I grabbed the silver hair woman’s shoulders frantic for answers. She
held my timorous gaze without reaction. Her large, oval eyes were cobalt blue;
no pupil, no iris, as if her sockets were filled with dollops of million-year-old
glacial water.
“Who are you?” I demanded. “How did you get here?”
Thunder rumbled like demon laughter as the barrier of
oncoming storm clouds ebbed closer. Rain dropped smacking the cars and ground
with synchronous tapping beats.
“Bearing witness to the final moments of other lives will teach
you,” she said.
Shivering, I crossed my arms tight. “Teach me what?”
Lightning speared the sky illuminating the tiny
silhouette of a jet airplane high above.
“The meaning of everything.”
